not here anymore

Saturday, July 24, 2004

was too tired to do anything yesterday after coming back from the movie. Brotherhood's a tremendous movie. simply brilliant. though it could be made more clear who was fighting whom during the fight scenes. and there were several scenes that stuck in my mind. some things worth pondering over. basically, war is something no human should have to go through. and thinking about it, if jin-tae hadn't joined his brother on the train, he wouldn't have died, and no one in his family would have. how one man changed many things. much like how beckham single-handedly brought england out of euro. ok, that's really out of point. the point is, go watch brotherhood.

i want to do more work. i need to concentrate and focus. get down to work, that is. read a little of da vinci code today. probably gonna buy it.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

some songs are sad. holding sad memories. but still you listen to them. perhaps you drop a few tears, maybe you recall more than a few things. most importantly, you remember.

i remember. hmm i wonder what that doctor did yesterday to my shoulder. he was testing my shoulder.("It's definitely going to come out again.") so now, it feels somewhat painful. oww. hope to catch brotherhood soon. heard it's great. brotherhood, hmm. and oh course house of flying dagger, shi mian mai fu, on 29. three beautiful stars. ok, one beautiful, two yan daos. geehee. oh man, what i should be thinking about now is studying! sheesh, discipline. the guy i'm reading says that discipline, courage, pride is important in winning basketball. i suspect it's the same elsewhere. nice words, discipline, courag, pride. if you want to do something, do it the best you can. that's something i'm trying to follow.

admitting your mistake isn't a sign of weakness, it's a sign of courage.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

colour eh. whatever. today was a bad day. it just wasn't good. dammit. this morning i woke up with this feeling. and really it wasn't an easy day but at least it'll be over soon ah. min tian hui geng hao. gosh it's gonna be a tough week, God help me. hey, lighten up.

Sunday, July 18, 2004

have been reading some book for the past two days. no, not da vinci code which everyone seems to be reading, i haven't got that yet. just some random book i picked up from the library couple of days back. thief of light. it's quite interesting. so as a result, haven't unpacked my file yet. i hate to say this, but it's really true. darn, ok i'll just get it done and do my work. oh reading another book too. some basketball coach's writing about ball and life and coaching. very good read. read phil jackson's one before and it was good. anyway, ya that was my weekend. so haven't done enough tutorials to cover my ass for this week. i'll have to catch up tomorrow. somehow decided to take a rest this week. perhaps it's jsut an excuse to slack. but i guess not.